Monday, April 5, 2010

Sharing My Delicious Smile and Happiness

Sharing My Delicious Smile and Happiness


Two days before the first day of Spring, on March 18, 2010, I was walking on the street, Washington Ave, because it was a beautiful sunny morning. I wanted to open my heart to Father Sun to receive his energy, while I wanted my feet to be grounded in Mother Earth to receive her energy. I also wanted to make sure that I followed my instinct to understand Grandmother Moon’s instruction. Cheerful energy from Father Sun, cool energy from Mother Earth and contemplative energy from Grandmother Moon balance in harmony. I felt gratitude that I was here on this planet at this time to experience this interconnectedness and fullness, which bring richness and abundance. I prayed, thank you for fresh air, positive energy, and everything. What a beautiful world!

I saw six teenage students at a bus stop near Albany High school. Those kids were the unhappiest children in the whole world. Their faces were sad. No energy. No power. I looked at each one of them and sent my delicious smile and my positive energy. I also sent my love and my wish for them to be at peace. So I sent this to all 6 miserable students. They probably thought that I was crazy. The important thing was that I noticed their unhappiness and I wanted them to be happy. I hoped that they received my delicious smile and my positive energy. I sincerely wish they could feel my happy energy so that they could smile more and more.

Nowadays, I have been taking a bus to go to the library and to the school on purpose because I could see more people. The majority of people on the bus have the same facial expressions as the unhappiest teenagers on Washington Ave. I have noticed one lady, in her sixties, whose face was an extremely unhappy on our earth. Because she stared at me with an angry face, I had to think whether I caused her discomfort in any way. I realized that I stepped on her foot by mistake. I asked her, “Did I step on your feet?” She hissed with the fuming expression, “Yes.” I said with a big smile, “I am sorry. I did not mean it.” She was going to say something, but stopped talking to me when looking at my smiling face toward her. When I was about to get off the bus, I told her, “You have a wonderful day.” She looked at me and did not say anything. I saw her again this morning on 3/25/2010 on the bus. I spoke with a huge smile, “Good Morning. It is so cold. I have to get my gloves back.” She smiled back at me and said, “Yes, it is very cold.” I saw her smile! I did not realize before that she has one of the pretties smile on our earth. As I got off, I looked at her eyes—sending my delicious smile and my positive energy—and told her, “Even if it is cold, you have a wonderful day and enjoy the sun.” I beamed at her. If I see her again, I will tell her that she has a beautiful smile. I hope she realizes that she does and that she should smile more and more in her future.

Even in the library, school, or shopping mall, there are many unhappy faces. We are unhappy because our life seems to be fragile, unpredictable, and temporal. We are unhappy because our mind is filled with the feeling of insecurity, indignation, frustration, and anger. Therefore, we are running away—from each other—from you—from me—from friends—from family—from mother earth—from father sun—from grandmother moon—and from the universe.

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